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We got the house, and we're moving in this Friday. Pretty much all our stuff has been moved except the electronics and stuff we are still using in my room.

I've been feeling really sick for the past few days, like migraine, but it sways to just the headache, or just the nausea. I can't really figure out why though.

I got more batteries, but now just nothing to take photos of, I have all the time in the world but I just can't get anything done, I just seem to sit and do nothing when I look back at what I have achieved for the day. Even Evies' sprinkles has been postponed for months now, and when I go to do it something else unrelated and unimportant pops up.

Cleaning today, sugar soaping the walls. Depending on when Zoe wakes up, which will probably be in 4 minutes, is when I have to do the walls, I start work at 12:30, and finish at 4, I hate cleaning. The walls don't get clean, they have this dirt tinge from where something has been stuck in front of it, the dirt masses around it, under it is blue, the rest is an off brown/blue colour.

There doesn't seem to be any music I want to listen to lately, it all seems crap or overplayed. I tried to find something new, but failed and got even worse than what I already had.

My muscles are aching cause due to my complete lack of exercise, moving furniture and such for 3 days straight has left my body screwed. It makes me grumpy and not want to do anything, but there is always something else to be done. Never any time to rest, I sleep but I don't get any sleep, the sun makes me wake up early, at 7, but by the time it's 9 I'm ready to sleep again.

I have some ideas for photos, but they are impossible, certain cloud shapes and lights, the different shades of grey and black mixing and swirling, the height of some clouds pitched against others, all those kind of things that only the human eyes can see but the lens can't. I've tried, but taking a photo of a specific cloud the way you see it just seems impossible. Plus anything that requires a steady hand is becoming more difficult, my hands just keep shaking and twitching, but not when I look at them. I tried to take a photo of an ants' head, which bit me so I crushed it and dismembered it, the head was still moving and it's little antennae flailing, but being so close I had to set the camera to super macro, thus I could not zoom to get just the head.

I need to see everyone before I leave, but I just can't get around to doing it, they are on holidays so they have nothing to do, but nor do I.

It seems my dry spell of writing has ended just now, with 'Catching Dragon-flies'. It seems somewhat different to my usual.

This popcorn, is so good. BACON.

Went to Maroochydore again yesterday and found the most awesome house EVER. 2 story carpeted, 2 bedroom, 1 bathroom, 2 toilets (one upstairs and one down), balcony, built-in wardrobes, all that for $240 a week. We put in an application so I really hope we get this one.

So, the batteries I buy for my camera are like $15 for 4, I bought a new pack a little bit before we stayed at Kates. I used the camera a little then for the fire pictures, and they are flat now I don't have $15 for new batteries which means, though there weren't any, any photo I was planning on taking won't be happening for a while now.

The sun just ran away, like within 2 seconds it went from light to dark, and now it's going back to light.

I'm wondering how many of the people watching me are still even active on this site, they favourite one thing, add me, then that is all, never any comments on something new.

My veins look like they are collapsing, like they make literal trails sunk into my flesh.

Sadly we didn't get the place, someone must have put in an application within the whole 2 days between ours and us calling. So now sadly we have to try and find a new place, which that really was the most ideal one out of the list.

I amazingly found the drivers for my modem so go go super internet power. I went on and had 14 tracking cookies and 1 adware within the 4hrs I was on setting up paypal and checking DA and such.

Mmm, I thought I was getting nearer to the end of FFX but apparently I have a buttload of stuff to do before I'm anywhere near the end

I think that's about the extent of what's been happening, ooh, and Mums new computer doesn't have a floppy drive and dads new computer doesn't read plug'n'lay usbs O.o therefore I have to fuck around and bring the printer into a different room and find power points and all that jazz to get something printed.

My finger hurts so bad. It's like bruised on the back of it, right over a vein.

I have minimul internet for a while as I re-imaged my laptop FORGETTING that the modem is screwey and I need someone with the exact same model to steal the drivers off. Either that or I keep searching for them.

So, Zoe and me are moving soon as long as everything goes right with this place, which will be super. AND the place isn't a complete shithole D D

Only other thing to bitch about I guess is my most likely failing all forms of course's and such >.< I just can't concentrate on them and some of the stuff they want me to do is stupid when the teacher is always busy helping other people.



SMILE, I SAID SMILE YOU SLIME